Thought this picture was funny XD

DONE

Hairspray was a bust.

Complete utter FAILURE.

Heres what happened:

Day of Auditions: Colored Velma in pink and green on my audition sheet and attached a resume and headshot. Mrs Strong said shes keeping the picture (its horrible) Went in and sang boots are made for walkin. Nail it. Feel ubber confident. Over 100 people ended up trying out. Yikes. Kiss the Velma picture on my binder.

Day of Callbacks: Called back for VELMA and Amber. Think to thy self I can nail this. Run through song millions of times. Walk in room. 4 other girls called back as well. All seniors and one junior. When we run over the song I dont use the paper. Just sing it. Hope it impresses them. Calls names. I'm called last. Everyone used their paper, but I just put mine on my chair and get up on the stage and NAIL it. I was comedic, vial, vain. Think to thy self...I got this in the bag. Go back in the lobby. Mrs Noble comes in and winks at me. Think to thy self I GOT IT! Gets very excited. Amber callback. Dont really care for the role so I just sing it with the paper. Eh. Callback for Prudy. Act out scene. Callbacks over. At Farmers Market ABOUT TO PERFORM IN 10 MINUTES and get call from Stacey. Find out I get AMBER UNDERSTUDY. Cry #1. Tell Mckenzie and mother. Cry #2. Perform. Cry while performing Cry #3. Get boba to help but it doesnt. Cry #4. All the way home.
Day After: Go in at lunch to ask Mrs Noble some questions. Cry #5. Go to drama room for party. Cry #6. When I find out who got role, say something I absolutly do not mean and get humiliated. Cry #7. Cast list out. Set in stone.

Postitive Things: I get a 5 OUT OF 5 on dancing :) Vocal wise I was the best for Velma

Negative: Didnt get it because they didnt like the way I acted it out, was missing the poise (uh Mrs Strong, did you or did you not see me as Elsa not too long ago???) all my friends gets roles except me

So, what to do now. Not do the show? Do another show? I have no idea.

AUDITIONS!

Fun Christmas Song :)

I've been feeling really festive, so I thought I put up a new pic and fun song by the AHMAZING band MercyMe.

But the big kahonna that is here:

 HAIRSPRAY AUDITIONS ARE TOMMOROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bet you didn't know she pole dances....

Or gets on tables....

Or wears the poofiest skirts...

I am READY

Christmas Time is Here...

Christmas is here. Oh happiness :)

There are so many things I love about this holiday. Making cookies, presents, family, the Christmas story, decorated Disneyland, and Starbucks Salted Caramel Hot Chocolate. (the most AMAZING drink ever)

Its also the only time I can really listen to Christmas music. Listening to that stuff at any other time is just....depressing. At least I get depressed. Its almost like its shoving in my face that its not Christmas yet.

Well, as for the rest of my non-festive life, its just grand. School is coming and going and Hairspray auditions are just around the corner :P

You see this amazing woman right here? This is Linda Hart, the original Velma Von Tussle. 

<3

Anyway, today after church I went over to Marisa's house to work on Hairspray and watch the Chargers game. The fact they won with a shutout made my day :)
I belted away Baltimore Crabs as well and Marisa sang her heart out to I Can Hear the Bells. Fun stuff.

So now, I am waiting to somehow get the original soundtrack. I want Linda Hart to sing me to sleep.

Performing always,
Rachie

Eat (until your stomache bursts) Pray (unitl your soul bursts) Love (until your heart bursts)

Oh. Wow. Eat Pray Love was the most amazing movie I have seen since the day before, when I saw (500) Days of Summer. I'm so lucky...two awesome movies in a row.

They both helped me to realize some important things. Some...obervations shall we say about life and the keys of it. Since this is a time of self discovery, I'll add a questionare as well

Rachel Dillon's Thoughts:

On The Present: Right now, things are pretty well. No friend drama, grades are starting to slip a little. My skin is starting to clear up (acne bugs the living shit out of me) The only stress factor in my life is Hairspray (I did, however find an audition song :) and getting all my Christmas presents done. I don't think I've ever knitted as fast or as long EVER. So life presently right now is....grand

On The Past: The past is the past. Although we can never change it, we can always reflect back on it and learn from it. This would probably explain why history is my favorite subject ;). As much as I like the fact that I'm writing in a blog, I miss writing in my diary. I want a notebook, or diary, were I can just write everything in. I seem to be having so many breakdowns lately, it would help to have that journal handy.

On The Future: The future looks....promising. I'm looking foward to a lot of things right now. Lets just leave it at that

On School: Not to be a Debbie Downer, but if I had balls, school could suck them. I'm absolutley done with the stupid annoying work from World History, all the work that makes no sense in APCP, logs in Algebra, and way too long math problems in Chem. Notice I didn't mention English and Spanish ;)

On Love: I think this has been my biggest realization so far. For so long, I've been so worried about having a realtionship and being in love and thinking it would never happen so I needed to make it happen now. But I've come to realize that, none of it matters. If there's one thing I'm going to believe about love, its that what happens...happens. Just to let it be. Don't force something to happen. If it didnt happen then its because something better is gonna happen soon. Of course I see the people around school holding hands and kiss and hug and wish that was me, but then I remind myself that that IS going to be...when it matters the most







And now, for the questionarre. If you care to learn some interesting facts, then by all means read on. If you dont, then have a good rest of your day. And go watch Eat Pray Love! Or read it, like I am going to do. Maybe you'll feel inspired as well. Of feel like taking a year trip to 3 destinations :)




Name? Rachel Dillon


Nicknames? Rachie Rach is what I usually use for computer stuff, but in real life, Rachel is fine

Age? 15 years, 5 months

Single/Taken? Single

Are you happy with that? Eh. There's nothing I can really do about it.

How many kids do you want to have? 2 sounds like a good amount

What would you name them? Lilian and Elizabeth for girls. Don't know about boys

Do you have a best friend? I have many best friends

Are they a guy/chick? They are both

Do they like you more than a friend? I dunno. Ask them.

Do you drink? Yes, water

Do you like to party? Why not?

Do you smoke? Never!

What do you smoke? Nothing!

Have you ever been in LOVE? well.....

Do you believe in love? well....

Have you ever had your heart broken? well....

Who was your last boyfriend/girlfriend? Will not post on blog

Are you happy that you are no longer together? It was for the better

Do you hate him/her for that? No, of course not

What is your favortie band/singer? Maroon 5 and The Fray are my 2 current favorites

What is your favorite song? I lovelovelove Give a Little More

What is your favorite movie? Officialy, Eat Pray Love

What is your favorite flavor of ice cream? Cookies and Cream

What is your favorite color? Pink

Who is your best friend? I believed this question was already asked

Do you know everything about them? Well, not EVERYTHING..

How many siblings do you have? 2

Are you happy with that? Sure

What are you listening to right now? The fan of my laptop and the clings of my keyboard

What was your last drink? Water

Who was your last kiss? Ian in All Shook Up!

Who was your last hug from? David

What is your favorite food? mac and cheese....mmmmmm

Do you have more guy/girl friends? Girl friends probably

Would you date any of your friends? Depends

Is this survey getting on your nerves? you betcha

What was the last thing you watched on T.V? Eat Pray Love!

Do you know who E.T is? Do you know who God is?

Do you believe in aliens? Do you belive in God?

Do you believe that all cheaters will always be cheater? I'm sure it was just a mistake

Do you believe in dying becasue of lost love? Now although thats a bit depressing, its understandable I guess

Have you ever had someone close to you die?  Yes

What was his/her name?  Geraldine Howard

How did you know one another? She was my grandmother on my dads side

Have you ever "Jump shake your booty, Jump, Jump shake your booty"? ........no

What kind of cell phone do you have? LG Voyager

Who was your last txt from? Facebook

Your second? Facebook

Your fifth? Marisa

Your ninth? Marisa

What did you last txt say? A person accepted my friend request

Your second? this is annoying

Your fifth? not gonna tell

Your ninth? :P

One or the other...not both...

pepsi/coke? neither. no soda for moi

white/cream chocolate? cream

love/lost? love. always.

money/love? love

friends/money? friends

family/friends? family

pens/pencils? pens

Hawthorne Heights/Atreyu? wha???

Lindsay Lohan/Hilary Duff? Hilary Duff

All Time Low/AFI? ALL TIME LOW!!

computer/music? thats hard....i'm not choosing

camera/computer? camera

RANDOM!!! superball

last person you slept with? me myself and I

last person you ate with? me myself and I

last person you hit? since I dont hit people on a regular basis, I don't remember

last person you cried over? Name will not be mentioned

last person you hugged? you asked this one already too

last person you kissed? and this one

last person you said "I LOVE YOU" to? my parents!

did you mean it? well duh

probably not right? your dumb

last relationship lasted? about a month

last hookup lasted? ahahahah funny

last party was where? dont remember off top of head

ONE WORD...to describe...

last party was: legit

band: understanding

needles: useful (im talking about my knitting needles)

spaghetti: carbs :)

flyleaf: huh?

senses fail: screwed

ll cool j: man

rap: stupid

rock: mild

metal: crazy

love: everlasting

relationships: scary

school: BITCH

work: BITCH

cell phones: helpful

boyfriend/girlfriend/alone: necessary

this survey: waste

friends: amazing

Well that was a waste of my time

Hairpsray :O

So, in less than 2 weeks will be Hairspray auditions.








Holy. Crap.







Its all the drama department has been buzzing about. Hairspray this and that and whos going for what. Which makes sense, I guess. To be honest, it gets annoying a tad. But I don't blame them, I'm as excited (just not verbally showing it)







So, what am I going for you may ask?



VELMA VON TUSSLE



Thats right. I had to put it in caps, bold, underlined, and itatlicaized. Does that not convince you enough I want that role very badly?







How about this then....for almost two months straight, I have watched every showing possible of Baltimore Crabs and Velmas Revenge, contacted 2 Velmas that did the national tour, been practicing all her songs....yeah. I want it bad.







The one thing I havn't practiced, however, is the audition song. Stupid on my part, since its what you have to do to even get in the show.



Problem is, its not like I can go pick Little Girls or some musical theater song. That'd be easy. Nope, they want us to sing an authentic 60s song that has nothing ot do with a musical.



FAN. FREAKIN. TASTIC.



So, I'm pretty much screwed.



And you can help! Please! If you know of any 60s songs (male or female) that match Velmas character, then please share! I am at the mercy of the people who respond to this. PLEASE



Thank you !



Always performing, (thanks mberner :) )



Rachie Rach <3

Breakups and Games

Very interesting weekend that occured.

Saturday was Haley's bday. We went to a spa and got massages, facials, and pedicures. Lots of fun and pampering then went to Submarina and got some sandwhiches. After that, went to her house to get ready for our fancy dinner at George's on the Cove in La Jolla. It was SO nice. The food was amazing and they gave us these awesome drinks. It was a fun great day.

Sunday I got to sleep in from the day before. Went to see CYT's Annie, the show I decided NOT to do because I depise Annie with a passion. But it was a pretty good show and it was good to see some friends. After that my dad and I left immediatley to go down to my aunts to watch the Charger game. They made this great dinner (there was mac and cheese involved so that automatically made it great) with steak and corn on the cob. And then the Chargers won! A fantastic ending to a great break.

Today was pretty cool. It was funny cause I almost always get to 1st period late (sorry Senora Villasenor) and so the rule is if a person is late or absent another person can take their seat. This one guy is friends with the girl I sit next to and he always takes my seat, so when I came in ON TIME today he was already sitting in my seat! And the girl wasnt even there yet! I gave him a smile as he slumped away. haha sir...haha..

The rest of the day was just a bunch of work. Why oh why does Christmas break have to be 3 weeks away :(

OMG this song is amazing. Since i'm poor and dont' want to pay $1.29 to get it on iTunes, I'm going to post the link so I can just click on my blog and listen to it all day

Maroon 5 | Give A Little More

Enjoy my friends :) Oh, and I really should knit Reden a pair of gloves. I'm guessing he would love that.

African-American Friday!!!

Thanks for the name Colt ;)

So yes, I did participate in the crazy Black Friday sales, and didn't run over and kill an old person along the way! This by far was the most insane Black Friday I have ever done before.

I had to get up at 4 AM in the morning! My brother had work at P & O so we dropped him off and then ate their new breakfast there. Yum. Then did some SERIOUS damage

>:}

Pretty much shopped for over 11 hours. I begged my mom to take us home. I needed rest. In fact I need rest right now.

So, took a nap and then woke up in time for the movies. I went and saw Tangled with Colt and Mckenzie while the rest of my family went to see HP7. (but I already saw it :)

Tommorow is my friends 16th birthday party!!! I'm stoked. We're going to a spa and a fancy shmancy resturant. I got her this:

A Clinique makeup set! I know she'll <3 it

Well, since I'm about to drop dead, I'm gonna hit the hay.

You Woke Me Up To Go Shopping?

Yup, my dad woke me up this morning to go SHOPPING. Now if this were clothes or beauty shopping I wouldnt particualary mind but he woke up to go Wal Mart shopping.

Ugh.

It wasn't all TOO bad though. Just got some basic things we needed, and my yarn I needed for Christmas presents. Thats what I did the majority of the day, probably looking like this :

Watched Glee too since I was at Hunters last night. I can't believe Kurt is just, leaving! As much as I want him to be Darren Criss, I dont' want him to leave New Directions :( It's the sectionals episode next week too :)

Had a voice lesson about an hour ago. My voice teacher made me sing my rectial piece again, even though the recital was over. 2 auditions coming up. I really need to stop procrastinating those.

And I really need to stop procrastinating APCP homework too. Thats all I have left to do for break homework.

Off to drink some peppermint hot chocolate. Have a great Thanksgiving!

Oh. Wow.

CRAZY past few days. So much has been going on, its insane. For example, i'm typing this now on a laptop instead of a desktop :O And i'm in the completley new room. It's all done :)

On Sunday, my Mom and I went to Trader Joes after church and it was the most amazing trip to that place ever. Why?

THIS is why the trip was so amazing

There was a guy dressed up as a turkey helping other people in the store! I had my camera in my purse so I went and took a picture with him and snuck another one when he wasn't looking. Fun shopping trip :)

Yesterday, Monday, wasn't a whole lot. It was a Charger game that night however!!!

SAN DIEGO CHARGERS!!!!!!!!!!

If you know me then you know I am a HUGE Chargers fan. It was the highlight of my day :D I wore my Sproles jersey and kept reminding my Dad to wear his Rivers one. Then around 2, I started to get really festive. Went into my bathroom, took my blue mascara, and started to paint my eye lids and lashes. Then I thought, heck why not do some more? So I looked in the mirror and started to paint an "SD" on my check. This is what I wrote instead:

DEFINTALEY had one of these moments ----------------------------> 

But it was still a good night. The Chargers won and it was an exciting game :)

Then today I went to Disneyland with my parents! SO COLD. It was ridiculous. We still had a good time though and we also got this turkey shaped piece of bread. It legitly looks like a turkey.

Tonight is movie night over at Hunters house. Fun stuff!



Let The Good Times Roll!

Productive Day today. Oh how I LOVE productive days. You get so much accomplished and you in turn feel accomplished as well.

I woke up to my parents and brother moving ahella lot of stuff into our hallway. Apparently, since my brother is ditching UCR, he's going to move in with us while he decides what he actually wants to get into, since chemical engineering wasnt his forte. But this ment that I now had to CHOOSE which room to go into.

So I picked

The Green and Pink room :)

This is my childhood bedroom. I was kicked out of it when Andrew (my oldest brother, but not the one thats coming back in from UCR) left and my mom decided that it would become her new office. But I love it. It's green with boards then it turns light pink. It purdy.

Anyway, today we moved in my desk and bed. I couldnt get everything in because I went to go see my friends Emma, Hannah, and David in:

TAMING OF THE SHREW!!!!!!!

This is the show that my high school did last year as our fall play. I must say, their version was very well done. It helped me realize though that Shakespeare is boring to watch when you don't know what the heck is going on :/

Nevertheless, it was very good. It was good to see my friends too who I hadn't seen in over a month.

Now for some boy talk:
The more older and observant I am of other people and couples, the more i'm beginning to understand how relationships work. I mean, whenever I was with someone I liked and liked me back, I ruined it! Because when it comes to love

I AM AN IDIOT!!!!!!

Plain and simple. I am an idiot. Highlighted. It sucks it took me this long to figure this out. But when I look back to past relationships (not that theres been many) I always remember how I ran away from a situation or ended it. I wonder if any of this has to do with the ball of noise. Remember the ball of noise? If not, feel free to scrowl down and inlighten your imagination.

So, now what? I think I need to...put myself more out there. Nonononono not in that way. I mean, go for it. Go for the risks. Toughen up. All my life, Ive been an impatient crybaby whos annoying and bothersome. Never dried for danger. Never went with my gut. Clang to losing like a blankie.

WTF. Did I just quote Volleygirls??????

Anyway, I think I will start my new "self" promptly. Sooner the better.
Will it be for the better? Hopefully.

We. Shall. See.

Reconnecting

Today was a good day :)

Spanish - Took a test that was very facil. I think I need to start talking in Spanish more like Marisa if I ever want to get better. During the middle of the test I asked Villasenor if she could put up some definitions. So, if you have her and you saw and/or used them, your very welcome

World History - Sub. A coach at our school apperntly. I used our free time to study for the APCP test that was next period. The freshman in that class are so stupid.

APCP - Vocab test! Got 90%, thanks to all the studying in World His :)

Algebra 2 - Understanding this chapter so far. Didn't daydream

Lunch - Got a slice of pizza instead of my regular sub sandwhich after my dad and I had a talk in the car about lunch meat can give you cancer. Went up to my Chem class to study for the test

English - Everything revolves around Animal Farm. More analysis

Chem - The Test.

After school was Harry Potter 7 with Haley. Pretty legit movie. It made me think about reconnecting with old friends from the past that I miss.

Well, since it is a free night off, I'm going to spend it doing my two favorite things : reading and knitting!

Flutta Butta

OH. How I miss the good ol' CYT days where we used to play Zoo in the green room.

Today was a lot better, since the past two days I have gone home in tears. I'm so done with school.

Spanish - I think today was the latest I'd EVER arrived at that class. Makes me feel bad though :P

World History - Teacher mentioned marijuana and all the kids started trippin. Silly freshman...

APCP - More and more and more and more and more WORK. There a big vocab test tomorrow. Oh joy.

Algebra 2 - Defiantly day dreamed during the entire class, about what I will not say.
But it was a good day dream.

Lunch - Drama meeting

English - More Animal Farm and reading. Almost done with PLL # 2. I think after writing this I will go finish it actually :)

Chemistry - Was late to this class due to talking to Ms. Noble. Chem can go die. Too much work. Just like APCP

Is it obvious I'm a lazy bumb?

Overcome

Today was a good test on how to overcome
But I think I will just go through my day :)

Spanish - I got there late (again) so I had to sit in one of the seats with no    desk. But I understood everything pretty well. We're learning new                    ways to conjugate verbs. Yeah.

World History - Got over 100% on our grade card for doing the extra credit last

 night :D I <3 history, but the work they make you do is rediculous. 

APCP - This class used to be a lot of fun, but now its all about work work work. We learned more about Mexico and Reden helped me with the math test that I had next.    

Algebra 2 - TEST. Think I aced it. Was pretty easy except for the stupid fraction variable problems

Lunch - went down to the drama room and ate. the end

English - Animal Farm work. Seems like a pretty interesting book so far.

Chemistry - Cheeseburger (not real name) gave me a -10 on my pre lab >:/ Ruined that class...      

And now I've been pretty much slacking the rest of this day, studying hard (not school wise) and watching the videos. Just believe!   

Mooosic

Boyfriend | Best Coast
Just Like a Star | Corainne Baily Ray
Open Season | High Highs
 reden is so so so cool
and i should give him more almonds
and chocolate rabbits

A flibbertijibbet! A will-o'-the wisp! A clown!

OHMYGOD.

Can life get anymore stressfull??????

Agh.

Well, I should probably share my weekend story that I've been procrastinating

Day Before:

So, Saturday morning I woke up and got ready for my voice recital. Fixed the hair, put on the dress, slipped on the heels, sang the song, and then ran to the car so we could speed over to Roadrunner Sports to register and get bib numbers. After, we drove down to Coronado, and my Dad stopped making me read my book, Bliss (pretty legit btw, read it) so I could see all the sights. Ok.

Finally made it to the fancy schmancy hotel and grabbed lunch there. They had pretty cool bread in the basket. They also had free complimentary lemonade in the lobby. Pretty good.

We meet up with all my Mom's teacher friends, cause they were walking it as well, and we went to this one place called Miguels for dinner. It was pretty cool. I practiced speaking Spanish with the waiter, and had an amazing fish taco. Then drama happens

Scene : Hotel Room

Time: 9:02

Line: "...shit!"

Cause: Rachel Dillon left her shoes.

Repeat : Rachel Dillon left her shoes.

>:O

Rachel Dillon + leaving her shoes at home = NO RACE

Thank GOD one of my moms teacher friends had a pair in her car, in my size 10 1/2 :)

The Race:

Race Day! The race was...fun at first. I ran more than I walked the beginning. Took some pictures, talked to some people. Eventually I was up in front of my mom and her friends and was on my own. I hung out with the 3 hr mile pacer lady, who told me shes moving to Oceanside in Jan. I'll have to be on the lookout for her if I ever see her. But when mile 10 came around, all hell broke lose. Not only was it the worst part of the track (through a neighborhood??? come on!) but thats when I could feel the blisters and pain. Pushed through and sprinted at the end. 3:00:42 laster I was done, but I immeditaly sat my sorry squat down on the curb. Done.

School yesterday was horrible. Not only could I only walk around looking like something was shoved up my squat, but it was painful to get out of desks, in desks, go up stairs, down stairs, and do just about anything. Today wasn't that great either. Pain was better, but after school, my friend pretty much ditched me for our One Act Festival. I understand why, but I mean its something we had planned for a while and now all of the sudden its over. And its with her. Whatever.

“Let us rise up and be thankful, for if we didn't learn a lot today, at least we learned a little, and if we didn't learn a little, at least we didn't get sick, and if we got sick, at least we didn't die; so, let us all be thankful.”

Thank you Buddha

Legitamacy

Tonight was so fantastic. My high school football time, El Camino, defeated our long time rival Oceanside High for the first time in 8 years :) So crazy...but such a fun night.

Agh my voice recital is tommorow. I'm singing " O Mio Babbino ", my first opera song

EVER

Fun stuff. And then immediatley afterwards I am zooming to Downtown San Diego for the Half Marathon. :O I'm so nervous. I really hope I do well. Buenes Noches

...

Today was Vet. Day, a random free day in this week. My day consisted of a voice lesson, getting some Clinique makeup, finding my dress for my voice recital in less than two days, and having fun findind fun foods at Boneys. Yum.

Im getting sucked into the ball of noise again. NO. I can't let this happen. But the feelings of emptiness are coming back again. I just have to keep reminding myself, and trying my best not to fall into it.

I'm not a very good blog writer. Why I'm just now realizing this now I do not know.

Ball of Noise

Today today today....was interesting. It reminded me of a time in middle school when I belive in this strange conspirancy that if something good happened early in the day, then the rest of my day would be awful, but if something bad happened instead, then the rest of my day would be great.

Luckily I don't believe in such nonsense, but today definatly kind of felt like that. I mean sure, some good stuff happened. But some comments and events also happened as well.

The one that affected me the most was when someone I knew told me they didnt trust me. That. Hurt. A lot. I mean, imagine if someone told you flat out they don't trust you? I definatly was not in a good mood for the rest of the night.

And then, when I feel like I finally got out of my "ball of noise" (for those of you who dont know, a Ball of Noise is a theater game where there is an imaginary ball and when each individual person is handed the ball, they have to create a character or thing and make a sound that corresponds to it) and defeated it, I see it coming to haunt others, and it scares me. Being in your ball of noise is not good. No me gusta. When you are in the ball of noise, millions upon millions of sounds, fealings, actions, and events are srounding and suffocating you, until you can't think or feel or do. You're nothing, because the ball consumes you. The simplest things bother you, you take things the wrong way. Its horrible.

And...its hard to get out of as well. Not only can your friends not help you, but the only thing that can help you is yourself, because its consuming YOU If I had to show you my Ball of Noise, here's what it would probably look like


Hideous huh? Now can you imagine trying to get out of it? No bueno.

Sinks Suck

I just got finished unclogging a sink :P I didnt really want to do it but I told myself to man up and stop being a sissy, because I usually am. A sissy I mean. It was a success, but I think I'll leave it for my dad to do next time :P

Today was a very interesting day weather wise. It was 1) muggy 2) raining 3) cloudy but blue skies 4) thunder and lightening
That being said, I was wearing a dress and flip flops. Lots of mud, frizz, and whywhyhy do the Weather channels always lie

So many thoughts are going through my head. Thats how I usually feel, like I have all these thouhts in my head and I just can't organize them. Or I did steps 1 and 3, but missed step 2. I always feel like that actually. Got to figure out to get out of that funk.

One of my many thoughts, however, is of a ceratain person that I find highly attractive but he doesnt even know my name (insert current pop song) I'm not going to go introduce myself or anything because I don't want to seem to foward, so if we meet then we meet. We only have one class together, so the chances are pretty slim, but you never know.

So tommorow, after school is a free night for me. A lot of my friends are seeing Little Shop tommorow night, but I'm going to go on Saturday with my friends from CYT.

OH! Before I forget! There are these blackouts happening all over the city right now. Luckily mine lasted only for a few minutes but my one friend hasnt had power for over an hour :P

Well, I'm going to go study and finish homework and hopefully sleep before 11 30. tata

Hot Thespian Action

Ah, yesterday was a lot of fun!! The EC Drama Department Council (i'm historian :)
We went up to Glendora, CA to the Southern California Theaspian Leadership for some workshops and to interact with other thespians!!! It was awesome because you got to meet and interact with other theater people but it wasn't competitive at all, because it had nothing to do getting so and so in this show and what not, you know what I mean? We were all just there to have a great time! Above is our council!

Along with the trip, however, I learned some shocking and sad news about what a "friend" has been doing two of my other friends and then how shes using me as her "excuse"! It really makes me schmad, not really because she used me. I can get over that easily. Its because of how much she hurt my friends. You could just see it in their eyes and facial expressions. It was awful. We all went to Cocos after it to vent on pie and salad and strawberry lemonade (and rasberry ice tea). It was a great bonding time :) And then as we tried to call a certain someone later, many tears came out, but not of sadness, but of laughter.

So that was yesterday. Today, I slept in for as long as I could, I was SO exhausted. I had to meet a lady at the church who I am going to be assisting in Sunday School. Then it was the Charger game! So bummed that they lost. I mean, its Seattle! Now, I vamos to homework. Have a "great" day at school tommorow!

Fun Fun Fun Day

Such a fun night!!! Tonight was the opening of my high schools new football stadium. It looks so snazzy :D Anyway, my friends Marisa, Dianne, and I all sold lattes, hot chocolate, and coffee to help fundraise for Scotland. We made so much! And it was so much fun too. When we went over to the other side though, it got kinda weird. It was just Marisa and I and there was the oppposite teams freshman team and they started to try to get stuff for free and lamely attempted to flirt. Ugh. Why can't that be with guys my age? And after we finished selling, we had to walk through them to get back to the other side, and there were a lot more this time! One of them almost stole a drink from Marisa and one of them grabbed my arm!!! :O I quickly drew it back and started walking A LOT faster. But that was just one of the many highlights of my night.

Towards the end of the game, I started to get hungry so Marisa and I went to go get some snow cones and Chick fil A. And we got it all for free for being workers!!! How figgin awesome is that?? I didn't have to pay for any of my food tonight :D
And I made mega money for Scotland. Unfortunnatly, not all stories can have happy endings. We lost by 4 points :O But, it was a fun night nevertheless.

OH! And I got one of the leads in my school play! Her name is Sally and she is the ahtletic director of the school. I'm double casted again, but the girl i'm double casted with is really nice and awesome so it will be fun. I'm excited for the show! They casted it very well and I think it's going to have a great turn out.

Well off to sleep soundly (I hope) Hope everyone has a great weekend!!!

Life's Just Rolling Along

I think the title of this book is just so funny. Life can certainly feel like that at times. Today however, is very relaxed and chill back. After my voice lesson, which is gonna happen in about a minute, i'm going to go to the beach with my family and just relax.

So much homework to do over the weekend. I dont wanna do it. At all.

Well of to sing some Cabaret.

Well Hello There!

Wow! I havnt been on this in a horribly long time!!! I think its casue I went back to riding in my diary. But anyways, my friend Reden told me I should start writing in it again. So if your'e reading this Reden, hello!!

I started my sophomore year exactly one week ago. And honestly, it wasnt that exciting. I felt like I picked up right were I left off freshman year. The homework is harder, teachers dont connect as well. The only fun part of it is that Im not a freshman so I know a lot of people and can hang out with them. I have good friends :) Like the ones above! Love them to bits and pieces <3 <3

Well I am exagerattingly procrastinating studying for two tests tommorow, so I better get on to that. I really hope more people read this, otherwise it will be all for nothing :P

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