Breakups and Games

Very interesting weekend that occured.

Saturday was Haley's bday. We went to a spa and got massages, facials, and pedicures. Lots of fun and pampering then went to Submarina and got some sandwhiches. After that, went to her house to get ready for our fancy dinner at George's on the Cove in La Jolla. It was SO nice. The food was amazing and they gave us these awesome drinks. It was a fun great day.

Sunday I got to sleep in from the day before. Went to see CYT's Annie, the show I decided NOT to do because I depise Annie with a passion. But it was a pretty good show and it was good to see some friends. After that my dad and I left immediatley to go down to my aunts to watch the Charger game. They made this great dinner (there was mac and cheese involved so that automatically made it great) with steak and corn on the cob. And then the Chargers won! A fantastic ending to a great break.

Today was pretty cool. It was funny cause I almost always get to 1st period late (sorry Senora Villasenor) and so the rule is if a person is late or absent another person can take their seat. This one guy is friends with the girl I sit next to and he always takes my seat, so when I came in ON TIME today he was already sitting in my seat! And the girl wasnt even there yet! I gave him a smile as he slumped away. haha sir...haha..

The rest of the day was just a bunch of work. Why oh why does Christmas break have to be 3 weeks away :(

OMG this song is amazing. Since i'm poor and dont' want to pay $1.29 to get it on iTunes, I'm going to post the link so I can just click on my blog and listen to it all day

Maroon 5 | Give A Little More

Enjoy my friends :) Oh, and I really should knit Reden a pair of gloves. I'm guessing he would love that.

African-American Friday!!!

Thanks for the name Colt ;)

So yes, I did participate in the crazy Black Friday sales, and didn't run over and kill an old person along the way! This by far was the most insane Black Friday I have ever done before.

I had to get up at 4 AM in the morning! My brother had work at P & O so we dropped him off and then ate their new breakfast there. Yum. Then did some SERIOUS damage

>:}

Pretty much shopped for over 11 hours. I begged my mom to take us home. I needed rest. In fact I need rest right now.

So, took a nap and then woke up in time for the movies. I went and saw Tangled with Colt and Mckenzie while the rest of my family went to see HP7. (but I already saw it :)

Tommorow is my friends 16th birthday party!!! I'm stoked. We're going to a spa and a fancy shmancy resturant. I got her this:

A Clinique makeup set! I know she'll <3 it

Well, since I'm about to drop dead, I'm gonna hit the hay.

You Woke Me Up To Go Shopping?

Yup, my dad woke me up this morning to go SHOPPING. Now if this were clothes or beauty shopping I wouldnt particualary mind but he woke up to go Wal Mart shopping.

Ugh.

It wasn't all TOO bad though. Just got some basic things we needed, and my yarn I needed for Christmas presents. Thats what I did the majority of the day, probably looking like this :

Watched Glee too since I was at Hunters last night. I can't believe Kurt is just, leaving! As much as I want him to be Darren Criss, I dont' want him to leave New Directions :( It's the sectionals episode next week too :)

Had a voice lesson about an hour ago. My voice teacher made me sing my rectial piece again, even though the recital was over. 2 auditions coming up. I really need to stop procrastinating those.

And I really need to stop procrastinating APCP homework too. Thats all I have left to do for break homework.

Off to drink some peppermint hot chocolate. Have a great Thanksgiving!

Oh. Wow.

CRAZY past few days. So much has been going on, its insane. For example, i'm typing this now on a laptop instead of a desktop :O And i'm in the completley new room. It's all done :)

On Sunday, my Mom and I went to Trader Joes after church and it was the most amazing trip to that place ever. Why?

THIS is why the trip was so amazing

There was a guy dressed up as a turkey helping other people in the store! I had my camera in my purse so I went and took a picture with him and snuck another one when he wasn't looking. Fun shopping trip :)

Yesterday, Monday, wasn't a whole lot. It was a Charger game that night however!!!

SAN DIEGO CHARGERS!!!!!!!!!!

If you know me then you know I am a HUGE Chargers fan. It was the highlight of my day :D I wore my Sproles jersey and kept reminding my Dad to wear his Rivers one. Then around 2, I started to get really festive. Went into my bathroom, took my blue mascara, and started to paint my eye lids and lashes. Then I thought, heck why not do some more? So I looked in the mirror and started to paint an "SD" on my check. This is what I wrote instead:

DEFINTALEY had one of these moments ----------------------------> 

But it was still a good night. The Chargers won and it was an exciting game :)

Then today I went to Disneyland with my parents! SO COLD. It was ridiculous. We still had a good time though and we also got this turkey shaped piece of bread. It legitly looks like a turkey.

Tonight is movie night over at Hunters house. Fun stuff!



Let The Good Times Roll!

Productive Day today. Oh how I LOVE productive days. You get so much accomplished and you in turn feel accomplished as well.

I woke up to my parents and brother moving ahella lot of stuff into our hallway. Apparently, since my brother is ditching UCR, he's going to move in with us while he decides what he actually wants to get into, since chemical engineering wasnt his forte. But this ment that I now had to CHOOSE which room to go into.

So I picked

The Green and Pink room :)

This is my childhood bedroom. I was kicked out of it when Andrew (my oldest brother, but not the one thats coming back in from UCR) left and my mom decided that it would become her new office. But I love it. It's green with boards then it turns light pink. It purdy.

Anyway, today we moved in my desk and bed. I couldnt get everything in because I went to go see my friends Emma, Hannah, and David in:

TAMING OF THE SHREW!!!!!!!

This is the show that my high school did last year as our fall play. I must say, their version was very well done. It helped me realize though that Shakespeare is boring to watch when you don't know what the heck is going on :/

Nevertheless, it was very good. It was good to see my friends too who I hadn't seen in over a month.

Now for some boy talk:
The more older and observant I am of other people and couples, the more i'm beginning to understand how relationships work. I mean, whenever I was with someone I liked and liked me back, I ruined it! Because when it comes to love

I AM AN IDIOT!!!!!!

Plain and simple. I am an idiot. Highlighted. It sucks it took me this long to figure this out. But when I look back to past relationships (not that theres been many) I always remember how I ran away from a situation or ended it. I wonder if any of this has to do with the ball of noise. Remember the ball of noise? If not, feel free to scrowl down and inlighten your imagination.

So, now what? I think I need to...put myself more out there. Nonononono not in that way. I mean, go for it. Go for the risks. Toughen up. All my life, Ive been an impatient crybaby whos annoying and bothersome. Never dried for danger. Never went with my gut. Clang to losing like a blankie.

WTF. Did I just quote Volleygirls??????

Anyway, I think I will start my new "self" promptly. Sooner the better.
Will it be for the better? Hopefully.

We. Shall. See.

Reconnecting

Today was a good day :)

Spanish - Took a test that was very facil. I think I need to start talking in Spanish more like Marisa if I ever want to get better. During the middle of the test I asked Villasenor if she could put up some definitions. So, if you have her and you saw and/or used them, your very welcome

World History - Sub. A coach at our school apperntly. I used our free time to study for the APCP test that was next period. The freshman in that class are so stupid.

APCP - Vocab test! Got 90%, thanks to all the studying in World His :)

Algebra 2 - Understanding this chapter so far. Didn't daydream

Lunch - Got a slice of pizza instead of my regular sub sandwhich after my dad and I had a talk in the car about lunch meat can give you cancer. Went up to my Chem class to study for the test

English - Everything revolves around Animal Farm. More analysis

Chem - The Test.

After school was Harry Potter 7 with Haley. Pretty legit movie. It made me think about reconnecting with old friends from the past that I miss.

Well, since it is a free night off, I'm going to spend it doing my two favorite things : reading and knitting!

Flutta Butta

OH. How I miss the good ol' CYT days where we used to play Zoo in the green room.

Today was a lot better, since the past two days I have gone home in tears. I'm so done with school.

Spanish - I think today was the latest I'd EVER arrived at that class. Makes me feel bad though :P

World History - Teacher mentioned marijuana and all the kids started trippin. Silly freshman...

APCP - More and more and more and more and more WORK. There a big vocab test tomorrow. Oh joy.

Algebra 2 - Defiantly day dreamed during the entire class, about what I will not say.
But it was a good day dream.

Lunch - Drama meeting

English - More Animal Farm and reading. Almost done with PLL # 2. I think after writing this I will go finish it actually :)

Chemistry - Was late to this class due to talking to Ms. Noble. Chem can go die. Too much work. Just like APCP

Is it obvious I'm a lazy bumb?

Overcome

Today was a good test on how to overcome
But I think I will just go through my day :)

Spanish - I got there late (again) so I had to sit in one of the seats with no    desk. But I understood everything pretty well. We're learning new                    ways to conjugate verbs. Yeah.

World History - Got over 100% on our grade card for doing the extra credit last

 night :D I <3 history, but the work they make you do is rediculous. 

APCP - This class used to be a lot of fun, but now its all about work work work. We learned more about Mexico and Reden helped me with the math test that I had next.    

Algebra 2 - TEST. Think I aced it. Was pretty easy except for the stupid fraction variable problems

Lunch - went down to the drama room and ate. the end

English - Animal Farm work. Seems like a pretty interesting book so far.

Chemistry - Cheeseburger (not real name) gave me a -10 on my pre lab >:/ Ruined that class...      

And now I've been pretty much slacking the rest of this day, studying hard (not school wise) and watching the videos. Just believe!   

Mooosic

Boyfriend | Best Coast
Just Like a Star | Corainne Baily Ray
Open Season | High Highs
 reden is so so so cool
and i should give him more almonds
and chocolate rabbits

A flibbertijibbet! A will-o'-the wisp! A clown!

OHMYGOD.

Can life get anymore stressfull??????

Agh.

Well, I should probably share my weekend story that I've been procrastinating

Day Before:

So, Saturday morning I woke up and got ready for my voice recital. Fixed the hair, put on the dress, slipped on the heels, sang the song, and then ran to the car so we could speed over to Roadrunner Sports to register and get bib numbers. After, we drove down to Coronado, and my Dad stopped making me read my book, Bliss (pretty legit btw, read it) so I could see all the sights. Ok.

Finally made it to the fancy schmancy hotel and grabbed lunch there. They had pretty cool bread in the basket. They also had free complimentary lemonade in the lobby. Pretty good.

We meet up with all my Mom's teacher friends, cause they were walking it as well, and we went to this one place called Miguels for dinner. It was pretty cool. I practiced speaking Spanish with the waiter, and had an amazing fish taco. Then drama happens

Scene : Hotel Room

Time: 9:02

Line: "...shit!"

Cause: Rachel Dillon left her shoes.

Repeat : Rachel Dillon left her shoes.

>:O

Rachel Dillon + leaving her shoes at home = NO RACE

Thank GOD one of my moms teacher friends had a pair in her car, in my size 10 1/2 :)

The Race:

Race Day! The race was...fun at first. I ran more than I walked the beginning. Took some pictures, talked to some people. Eventually I was up in front of my mom and her friends and was on my own. I hung out with the 3 hr mile pacer lady, who told me shes moving to Oceanside in Jan. I'll have to be on the lookout for her if I ever see her. But when mile 10 came around, all hell broke lose. Not only was it the worst part of the track (through a neighborhood??? come on!) but thats when I could feel the blisters and pain. Pushed through and sprinted at the end. 3:00:42 laster I was done, but I immeditaly sat my sorry squat down on the curb. Done.

School yesterday was horrible. Not only could I only walk around looking like something was shoved up my squat, but it was painful to get out of desks, in desks, go up stairs, down stairs, and do just about anything. Today wasn't that great either. Pain was better, but after school, my friend pretty much ditched me for our One Act Festival. I understand why, but I mean its something we had planned for a while and now all of the sudden its over. And its with her. Whatever.

“Let us rise up and be thankful, for if we didn't learn a lot today, at least we learned a little, and if we didn't learn a little, at least we didn't get sick, and if we got sick, at least we didn't die; so, let us all be thankful.”

Thank you Buddha

Legitamacy

Tonight was so fantastic. My high school football time, El Camino, defeated our long time rival Oceanside High for the first time in 8 years :) So crazy...but such a fun night.

Agh my voice recital is tommorow. I'm singing " O Mio Babbino ", my first opera song

EVER

Fun stuff. And then immediatley afterwards I am zooming to Downtown San Diego for the Half Marathon. :O I'm so nervous. I really hope I do well. Buenes Noches

...

Today was Vet. Day, a random free day in this week. My day consisted of a voice lesson, getting some Clinique makeup, finding my dress for my voice recital in less than two days, and having fun findind fun foods at Boneys. Yum.

Im getting sucked into the ball of noise again. NO. I can't let this happen. But the feelings of emptiness are coming back again. I just have to keep reminding myself, and trying my best not to fall into it.

I'm not a very good blog writer. Why I'm just now realizing this now I do not know.

Ball of Noise

Today today today....was interesting. It reminded me of a time in middle school when I belive in this strange conspirancy that if something good happened early in the day, then the rest of my day would be awful, but if something bad happened instead, then the rest of my day would be great.

Luckily I don't believe in such nonsense, but today definatly kind of felt like that. I mean sure, some good stuff happened. But some comments and events also happened as well.

The one that affected me the most was when someone I knew told me they didnt trust me. That. Hurt. A lot. I mean, imagine if someone told you flat out they don't trust you? I definatly was not in a good mood for the rest of the night.

And then, when I feel like I finally got out of my "ball of noise" (for those of you who dont know, a Ball of Noise is a theater game where there is an imaginary ball and when each individual person is handed the ball, they have to create a character or thing and make a sound that corresponds to it) and defeated it, I see it coming to haunt others, and it scares me. Being in your ball of noise is not good. No me gusta. When you are in the ball of noise, millions upon millions of sounds, fealings, actions, and events are srounding and suffocating you, until you can't think or feel or do. You're nothing, because the ball consumes you. The simplest things bother you, you take things the wrong way. Its horrible.

And...its hard to get out of as well. Not only can your friends not help you, but the only thing that can help you is yourself, because its consuming YOU If I had to show you my Ball of Noise, here's what it would probably look like


Hideous huh? Now can you imagine trying to get out of it? No bueno.