Let The Good Times Roll!

Productive Day today. Oh how I LOVE productive days. You get so much accomplished and you in turn feel accomplished as well.

I woke up to my parents and brother moving ahella lot of stuff into our hallway. Apparently, since my brother is ditching UCR, he's going to move in with us while he decides what he actually wants to get into, since chemical engineering wasnt his forte. But this ment that I now had to CHOOSE which room to go into.

So I picked

The Green and Pink room :)

This is my childhood bedroom. I was kicked out of it when Andrew (my oldest brother, but not the one thats coming back in from UCR) left and my mom decided that it would become her new office. But I love it. It's green with boards then it turns light pink. It purdy.

Anyway, today we moved in my desk and bed. I couldnt get everything in because I went to go see my friends Emma, Hannah, and David in:

TAMING OF THE SHREW!!!!!!!

This is the show that my high school did last year as our fall play. I must say, their version was very well done. It helped me realize though that Shakespeare is boring to watch when you don't know what the heck is going on :/

Nevertheless, it was very good. It was good to see my friends too who I hadn't seen in over a month.

Now for some boy talk:
The more older and observant I am of other people and couples, the more i'm beginning to understand how relationships work. I mean, whenever I was with someone I liked and liked me back, I ruined it! Because when it comes to love

I AM AN IDIOT!!!!!!

Plain and simple. I am an idiot. Highlighted. It sucks it took me this long to figure this out. But when I look back to past relationships (not that theres been many) I always remember how I ran away from a situation or ended it. I wonder if any of this has to do with the ball of noise. Remember the ball of noise? If not, feel free to scrowl down and inlighten your imagination.

So, now what? I think I need to...put myself more out there. Nonononono not in that way. I mean, go for it. Go for the risks. Toughen up. All my life, Ive been an impatient crybaby whos annoying and bothersome. Never dried for danger. Never went with my gut. Clang to losing like a blankie.

WTF. Did I just quote Volleygirls??????

Anyway, I think I will start my new "self" promptly. Sooner the better.
Will it be for the better? Hopefully.

We. Shall. See.