They both helped me to realize some important things. Some...obervations shall we say about life and the keys of it. Since this is a time of self discovery, I'll add a questionare as well
Rachel Dillon's Thoughts:
On The Present: Right now, things are pretty well. No friend drama, grades are starting to slip a little. My skin is starting to clear up (acne bugs the living shit out of me) The only stress factor in my life is Hairspray (I did, however find an audition song :) and getting all my Christmas presents done. I don't think I've ever knitted as fast or as long EVER. So life presently right now is....grand
On The Past: The past is the past. Although we can never change it, we can always reflect back on it and learn from it. This would probably explain why history is my favorite subject ;). As much as I like the fact that I'm writing in a blog, I miss writing in my diary. I want a notebook, or diary, were I can just write everything in. I seem to be having so many breakdowns lately, it would help to have that journal handy.
On The Future: The future looks....promising. I'm looking foward to a lot of things right now. Lets just leave it at that
On School: Not to be a Debbie Downer, but if I had balls, school could suck them. I'm absolutley done with the stupid annoying work from World History, all the work that makes no sense in APCP, logs in Algebra, and way too long math problems in Chem. Notice I didn't mention English and Spanish ;)
On Love: I think this has been my biggest realization so far. For so long, I've been so worried about having a realtionship and being in love and thinking it would never happen so I needed to make it happen now. But I've come to realize that, none of it matters. If there's one thing I'm going to believe about love, its that what happens...happens. Just to let it be. Don't force something to happen. If it didnt happen then its because something better is gonna happen soon. Of course I see the people around school holding hands and kiss and hug and wish that was me, but then I remind myself that that IS going to be...when it matters the most
And now, for the questionarre. If you care to learn some interesting facts, then by all means read on. If you dont, then have a good rest of your day. And go watch Eat Pray Love! Or read it, like I am going to do. Maybe you'll feel inspired as well. Of feel like taking a year trip to 3 destinations :)
Name? Rachel Dillon
Nicknames? Rachie Rach is what I usually use for computer stuff, but in real life, Rachel is fine
Age? 15 years, 5 months
Single/Taken? Single
Are you happy with that? Eh. There's nothing I can really do about it.
How many kids do you want to have? 2 sounds like a good amount
What would you name them? Lilian and Elizabeth for girls. Don't know about boys
Do you have a best friend? I have many best friends
Are they a guy/chick? They are both
Do they like you more than a friend? I dunno. Ask them.
Do you drink? Yes, water
Do you like to party? Why not?
Do you smoke? Never!
What do you smoke? Nothing!
Have you ever been in LOVE? well.....
Do you believe in love? well....
Have you ever had your heart broken? well....
Who was your last boyfriend/girlfriend? Will not post on blog
Are you happy that you are no longer together? It was for the better
Do you hate him/her for that? No, of course not
What is your favortie band/singer? Maroon 5 and The Fray are my 2 current favorites
What is your favorite song? I lovelovelove Give a Little More
What is your favorite movie? Officialy, Eat Pray Love
What is your favorite flavor of ice cream? Cookies and Cream
What is your favorite color? Pink
Who is your best friend? I believed this question was already asked
Do you know everything about them? Well, not EVERYTHING..
How many siblings do you have? 2
Are you happy with that? Sure
What are you listening to right now? The fan of my laptop and the clings of my keyboard
What was your last drink? Water
Who was your last kiss? Ian in All Shook Up!
Who was your last hug from? David
What is your favorite food? mac and cheese....mmmmmm
Do you have more guy/girl friends? Girl friends probably
Would you date any of your friends? Depends
Is this survey getting on your nerves? you betcha
What was the last thing you watched on T.V? Eat Pray Love!
Do you know who E.T is? Do you know who God is?
Do you believe in aliens? Do you belive in God?
Do you believe that all cheaters will always be cheater? I'm sure it was just a mistake
Do you believe in dying becasue of lost love? Now although thats a bit depressing, its understandable I guess
Have you ever had someone close to you die? Yes
What was his/her name? Geraldine Howard
How did you know one another? She was my grandmother on my dads side
Have you ever "Jump shake your booty, Jump, Jump shake your booty"? ........no
What kind of cell phone do you have? LG Voyager
Who was your last txt from? Facebook
Your second? Facebook
Your fifth? Marisa
Your ninth? Marisa
What did you last txt say? A person accepted my friend request
Your second? this is annoying
Your fifth? not gonna tell
Your ninth? :P
One or the other...not both...
pepsi/coke? neither. no soda for moi
white/cream chocolate? cream
love/lost? love. always.
money/love? love
friends/money? friends
family/friends? family
pens/pencils? pens
Hawthorne Heights/Atreyu? wha???
Lindsay Lohan/Hilary Duff? Hilary Duff
All Time Low/AFI? ALL TIME LOW!!
computer/music? thats hard....i'm not choosing
camera/computer? camera
RANDOM!!! superball
last person you slept with? me myself and I
last person you ate with? me myself and I
last person you hit? since I dont hit people on a regular basis, I don't remember
last person you cried over? Name will not be mentioned
last person you hugged? you asked this one already too
last person you kissed? and this one
last person you said "I LOVE YOU" to? my parents!
did you mean it? well duh
probably not right? your dumb
last relationship lasted? about a month
last hookup lasted? ahahahah funny
last party was where? dont remember off top of head
ONE WORD...to describe...
last party was: legit
band: understanding
needles: useful (im talking about my knitting needles)
spaghetti: carbs :)
flyleaf: huh?
senses fail: screwed
ll cool j: man
rap: stupid
rock: mild
metal: crazy
love: everlasting
relationships: scary
school: BITCH
work: BITCH
cell phones: helpful
boyfriend/girlfriend/alone: necessary
this survey: waste
friends: amazing
Well that was a waste of my time
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